Hmm..maybe its just me..but every time i've gone to the 'today's popular' deviations on the front page..ive gotten the exact same list of favorites for the past 3 days O o..lol..and none of the ones i've seen featured on the front are in there..
Its like my accounts have been stuck in a time warp..or DA is brookeeen.
Anyways though..more dreamy wierd juju.
Last night i had a series of dreams..broken up cause i woke up a few times, so im not sure what is part of what or what i forgot..
But i had a dream in this really strange version of earth or reality. Its bleak looking but kind of awesome lol..so much cracked, earth and gothic looking buildings. And for some reason my family were going back to church (my mom refuses to go to church now and days cause she says they've strayed too far ). But it was a lot more cult-like. And i remember reading a book with their calendar on it. THe months were titled with various things going on. I remember reading the section about next year's Easter in a purple looking section titled 'time for colored eggs'. And then after that it said "apocalypse'. Aparently according to this church, the end of the world was going to begin after the end of Easter, 2008. And i remember them singing hymns about being saved and that we'd all be in a better place soon with God. And i remember them teaching this to the little children and they were all singing about dying and being with God and it was kind of sad and strange. For some reason I felt like this was incorrect though. But never spoke up to anyone. My mom was angry and said 'we're moving.' She obviously was offended by this church again lol. I can't remember if this was a point when i woke up and fell back asleep, or if this all ran together..but then i remember being in another version of reality. Things were in much better shape than in this last world. And my family were nowhere to be found. I was still me..somehow..but i was alone in this city that looked like a sci fi version of Venice lol. It was surrounded by water..and looked slightly European..but it was so clean and brand new and high-tech looking.
Now in this version of reality..everyone had the power to be themselves...but when needed or wanted i guess..could transform into a dragon lol. The part which gave it away as a dream was that people turned into one of the dragons from my zodiac series lol..whatever sign they fell under i guess. But each person's version of it was slightly different. For example..this city was being threatened by a man who was a Scorpio..so he became a scorpio dragon but he was huuuge. Or maybe all the dragons were huge lol..but it looked like his version had six or eight legs maybe. (i guess like a scropion lol). He hated the people in this city , so he turned into his dragon form and started wrecking havock. There was this person who was my friend in the dream. She was small lady..african american looking, and sprite-like lol. She was always saying 'shhh' and running off with a strange mysterious grin. I didn't know her for long but somehow we were friends. She was a Pisces apparently but was a shorter looking version of the one in my drawing..with shorter limbs and the fin-wings kept retracting and extending or disapearing all together lol. She turned into her dragon form and attacked the Scorpion dragon, draging him into the water..where they fought some more. I coudlnt see what was happening..but my fear of deep water kept me from getting too near ><.
I kept trying to get away from someone ..Maybe it was the human form of this person..or someone else..but i remember always trying to escape by flying. Somehow it just made sense
Because i'm always running and hiding..
The transformations..somehow I knew it was a gift. I never heard anything from a God or from anyone else..but i just knew deep down inside that this version of existance came about because humans had achived something in a previous form of the universe. Maybe they had learned alot about living together or helping each other..or most likely about responsibility..that we could be mostly trusted with this power to transform. Aparently it wasnt all so because this one man was doing someting dangerous with it..but still. As far as I knew there were no weapons in this world..there was no need for them or maybe we decided we would never make any. But somehow..in some other relm of existance or in another universe..we had learned some kind of lesson or won some kind of favor to be allowed to do this feat that would be impossible here lol.
Some times i wonder if this is so. Why do some of us feel so old in our bodies..? While other people seem oblivious to notion of ever having existed before and can't see past the end of their nose? lol. Maybe some of us "won" this new existance by retaining ourselves in this new world from an old one..While the people who don't feel the same..are like brand new beings. That they were made from 'scratch' out of the old material of past beings that didn't make it. But these 'new' people are now having their oppourtunity to prove themselves as worthy characters. But also that the 'older' beings still need to maintain or further themselves. I would imagine that they can't just slack off either, if they intend to go on existing. If this is so..than death sounds a whole lot more interesting now..lol..
If i was a creator ( and i guess alot of us are in our own small scale on DA lol ) I would grow attatched to some characters..and maybe loose favor with others
A sequel might have some of the old..but loose others. But new ones would appear. Maybe I'd really like some of these new ones. The big difference though, in reality, is that the creations are doing their own thing. Reacting to real time stimuli..no matter how our personalities might have been programed by genes or whatnot..we still do our own thing. Its different because when we write or draw..we have absolute control lol. We don't get to see how our programed and designed beings interact in a living story..
We might get so much more emotionally invested in them..
THis is turning super long O O..so i'll finish this off here cause i gots laundry to take care of. Bye byyye.
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